I've changed account

I just need some refreshment

You're dealing with person who have cracked skull

I shouldn't comment that but well I've already start, so here I go...

I'm working on my thesis and studying for finals (but I'm bad at studying T^T)
Man, I'm totally exhousted. My health condition is poor so I fall sick once per two weeks... yeah currently I'm sick... AND ALL BECAUSE OF THAT !@$@#%$!@#!%#! ART SCHOOL!!1 You would ask why my helth is poor?, well i stay at school from 08:00 AM to 07:00 PM !!!! (including Saturdays) calculating ist's around eleven (eleven?!!) hours per day (or even longer when I have a possiblity to go and work on my thesis at studio) because of that I dont eat properly, I dont sleep properly, my body is scattering into pieces, I cant feel my back (I'm working 5 hours non-stop in bow down position!!! because that @!#!@$@#!# school dont have proper desks!!!!). I'm gaining zombie mood... Professors aren't making anything easier, they just trouble us even more than usual in addition. I'm soo fucking mad!

Yeah I need to cool down... *deep breath*

Maybe it's how this should look like...


Yesterday was my birthday but well I dont celebrate the thing from around five years (yeah I know, I'm a weirdo)

I'll be still idle so sorry for not replaying comments and questions
Thanks for faves and erm.. all that stuff
and please dont wish me luck because i'm a misfortunate person
Thanks for your attention...

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ARGHFSDHASRDF%#$%#$Y!$!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111 I'M GOING TO COMMIT SUICIDE! (still mad and frustrated)


Whoa! In typhoon of my anger I finally wrote something, wow...

Yes, last time my life is running too fast, the guilt is on my school(on my side too of course), but what can I do? Nothing. I must stand this, I dont want to but I must. There is no reason for telling you about the things that hurt me so much. I simply dont want to get you bored. I just have to stand all the duties and then everything is going to be okay. Simple, isn't it?

I'm going to post some works from time to time but don't expect me to repost all of comments etc. sorry...

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